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[Oct. 10th, 2007|07:16 pm] |
i don't have internet at home right now. the only way for my to check things is on my cell phone. i don't know when we'll be getting it back, but maybe not till the 1st of november, which i'll explain about later.
anyways if you need me or want to talk, text or call me at 207.356.9812 |
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[Sep. 25th, 2007|01:39 am] |
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ask me about anything in my life you want to know more about or are curious about.
i will answer you 100 percent honestly.
you can ask me anonymously or under your lj name, doesn't matter. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2007|11:29 pm] |
you're a liar. plain and simple. i honestly believe that you have nothing good in you. you are the most two-faced person i've ever come across. you have stolen, you have cheated, you have lied. you are by no means trustworthy and i wish everyone could see you how i see you.
you are disgusting.
do not talk to me.
ever. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2007|11:34 pm] |
omg, full face pictures and growing hair?!
it can't be!
( camwhore. ) |
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[Aug. 15th, 2007|05:14 pm] |
my horoscope for today is so fucking true.
"It's not easy to step beyond your current emotional situation, for you're still processing recent events, as retrograde Venus trines relentless Pluto. You could make a dramatic performance that demonstrates your perspective. Even if you attempt to say your piece in a new way, make certain you are not repeating a familiar message." |
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[Aug. 10th, 2007|04:53 pm] |
blaqk audio is amazing. seriously.
i didn't think i'd like it.
but it's davey and jade, so i should have known better. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2007|06:19 pm] |
my birthday was amazing actually. it's the first time in a couple years, that i was actually with friends on my birthday. usually, we do stuff before or after it, so it was nice.
tiffanie came up thursday night, which is awesome, because i haven't seen her in 5 months.
so lauren picked sam, tiffanie and i up yesterday at 4. we were supposed to go give blood, but they were closed. so then all our plans were ruined. we ended up going and walking around the mall so that lauren could pick up applications. and then we went and tiffanie and lauren bought pizza for us all and we came back to my house. we all just hung out in my room, ate, talked, listened to music. lauren and i had a competition to see who guess what songs were by what artists. i won, thank you very much. my brother came out at like 11:30, he bought me this red saves the day tshirt. which was so awesome. because earlier when lauren, tiff, sam and i were at the mall, i saw this shirt and went crazy over it. lauren ended up staying and hanging out until like 12:30. then, sam, tiffanie and i decided that we wanted to go into bangor and do something. sam grabbed his skateboard and my brother left and gave me $10. we drove into the skate park, but decided not to stay and just drove around bangor. so we did and then we ended up in bank of america parking lot down town. we just hung out and talked and sam skateboarded a little. we ended up not leaving the parking lot till 5:45 this morning. went to walmart, got a little food, went to hannaford, got a little more food. came home and ate and went to sleep. we didn't end up getting home till like 7:45 this morning.
all in all it really was an amazing birthday and i couldn't be happier about the people i spent it with.
tiffanie is staying through the weekend and the plan is to get drunk tonight. we'll see!
a major thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! |
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[Jul. 27th, 2007|05:01 am] |
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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2007|03:24 am] |
yet again..
for those of you who are new to my journal, here's a list of important people/people i talk frequently about in my journal.
sam - my boyfriend.
john/johnny - my older brother, who has a different mother..
april - our next door neighbor/friend that is constantly over.
adam - my best friend, in TX.
kelsey - best friend and part of one of the baddest trios in history (she, adam and i)
lauren - my best friend of 8 years. there's been a lot of drama with her in the past.
tiffanie - another best friend.
alyssa - really, really good friend.
an intro to my life: i still live with my parents, in maine. hopefully at some point this summer/early fall, i'll be moving with sam. i have bipolar disorder and poly cystic ovarian syndrome. i used to be a cutter. 2 weeks ago, i got a tattoo on my wrist (that sam paid for, gotta give him props or i'll get shit, haha) saying "this is not an exit" as a symbol of not having to cut myself anymore to be okay, plus it's the name of a saves the day song. saves the day has been my favorite band for 6 plus years and have honestly saved my life more times than i can count. photography is a passion. my mother is an alcoholic who thinks she is recovering, but has 2 beers a night, sometimes more. typically, she doesn't get drunk anymore, but there are a few select nights. my father is a vietnam war veteran, who has PTSD. i'm an eighteen year old highschool dropout (10th grade), who is struggling to find the motivation to finish my GED testing. i've been through some tough shit. but i've fought my way through. i've tried really hard to not let the bad shit bring me down.
i thought the best way to describe myself would be through the people who know me the best. so when asked "if you were going to tell someone who didn't know me.. one thing about me, what would it be?"
adam said "you have one of the most amazing spirits i've ever known."
sam said "you are the most beautiful person that you could ever meet. not just on the outside but on the inside as well"
kelsey said "your laugh, is my stress relief. and you have an amazing heart." |
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